Come On and Let Me Know…
If you’re reading this, thank you. I’ve been on an extended hiatus from Second Life to deal with some personal issues in that dreaded thing called the Real World *shudders* So now that they are nearly resolved, I now turn my attention to the next big question that confronts me… Do I return, or just look back on my Second Life experience and remember the good and not so good times and move on to other endeavors?
Should I Stay…
Seven months in the real world is like years in the virtual world. Friends no longer present… relationships that you held dear and thought would last, dissolved… I guess the question is, do I have the desire to start over once again? Find new friends, try to reconnect with old friends where our dynamics have changed, or just throw up my hands and walk away. Heavy decisions for someone that has had much heavier things to deal with as of late.
Blogging has always been a big part of my SL existence. It takes so much time, not only finding the items to blog but then photographing the items, writing the posts while trying to be witty or telling a funny story, formatting the post and publishing. And most bloggers do this with no monetary gain or even acknowledgment of a job well done. I find myself asking the question, Is it worth it?
…or Should I Go
Right now, I’m struggling with the merit of continuing. I enjoy the crap out of writing and have missed it dearly since I’ve been absent. So, I’m thinking my mental roadblock comes more from the social aspect of Second Life. Do I put out the effort to make new connections and redefine the old ones? While being very full of himself when writing, in truth, in a crowded sim, Carson tends to be quite the introvert. Which making new connections difficult at best. Do I accept the change in relationship dynamics of my old friends and hope we can reconnect on some level or just walk away with fond memories of the land of make-believe…
Like I said… heavy decisions…
Carson is wearing….
Mesh Body: ADAM -Mesh Body v2
Mesh Head: Catwa – Daniel v3.0
Head Applier: Labyrinth – Tylar
Beard Applier: Nivaro – Jawline
Eyes: IKON Triumph Eyes – Evening
Hair: ARGRACE – GAKU
Jacket: Gabriel – Asymmetric jacket / maroon L’Homme Magazine Anniversary Group Gift FREE/ 0L to join Group